my friend told me and i was stunt , wat should i do?

its again and gain hurt me . 

do u know tat i wan cry loudly? i wan drunk !

i couldn't control myself not reply when u text me, why?

i feel im so stupid , 

why? boys, why you like to keep hurting girls feeling.
even though the girl din did wrong or wat. why?
i couldn't not understand. ur just tell me u still love your ex?
awww nice . if u like ur ex dun find me anymore
then i wont continue having contact wit u .
its just make me suffer if cntinue contact wit u ;'(
keep telling myself forget you,
when i did you find me back. i not understand at all ! wat your purpose.
kimberly, its over , T_T

说放弃？我真的放弃了吗？
说真的放弃一个人是不容易，
每天我都会在看我电话 会不会出现你的信息呢？
原来没有到现在也是没有 ;'(


你曾经有和我说过，
你感到而后悔
没有珍惜我们在一起的时刻，
没有好好的爱我，
你说，
如果我们能从来我会珍惜你 好好的爱你，
但我开始怀疑 你说的话是真的吗？
到现在我最后知道原来你说的话都是假！
是我那么天真去相信你的话，
为什么？你不停的伤害我，
难道我真的是你的玩具吗？ 我不是！
以前你也是怎样的伤害我 现在也是。
但我把你忘记了时候，你却找回我，为什么？
我真的很辛苦！你懂吗？


在你眼里我是个坏女子，
但是在我心里 我不是！
我不是你想那样那么坏。
难道我去 clubbing 都是坏女子吗？
原来你是那样的想。
够了！我们是不同的世界，
也许你说要的女朋友 不是我能做到。
但我已经尽我所能去做你所要的女朋友了，
但我还是做不到你所要的。
谢谢你给我美丽的时刻 ;'(
我们是不可能在一起了，
虽然我爱你，我放不下你 但我要去慢慢的放下你
告诉我自己我能找个比你更好的男子 我要相信我能做到，
因为我知道我们没有可能在一起，
我不要再感受伤害的感觉了，
我求你，求你不要再找我了，我们就停在这里吧！
最后我想和你说也是最后一次了，
我会回忆我们的过去，  我爱你！;'(

15102011

long time din update my blog dy, cuz im lazy to update it. hee sorry reader.
well wat happen dis few days? hmm i feel many happen on me but i dunno how to say,
but i not forget the moment yesterday, is our convocation day.. at MAGELLAN sutera habour !
everyone was attend and also is my memories.
nice memorable , awww ~ ! i wont forget it. it will keep my mind forever and ever..
having a good time and happy on tat day , everyone take many pic wit their friends.
some videos have show it. everyone sitting and silence and take their time to watch it.
how was my feel on tat day , im feel very touch my heart and i feel wanna cry. its really touched.
it make me more miss my classmate and schoolmate too. i could imagine when i wan leaving the school ,
dunno can meet my classmate friend or not. time really past so fast , sad :(
i gonna miss you all . especially my classmate. finally we graduate dy !

last sat , i having my show at city mall .
having catwalk for japanese culture :) it was my first time catwalk on stage.
well i got feel some scare and nervous. when it finished i feel relax dy.
it will be mine first experience , yeah !

my catwalk show on tat day, japenese culture at city mall on last sat,

first experience :)

wit babe athena :)

wit the best guitarist and rock the party very well ,

christabelle my classmate , hee :)

at pacific sutera habour , helping alya celebrate her birthday.

02102011

last friday , i went to snips for whole day . omg kinda tired :(  at there practise for the hair. i found tat my hair shape was cute. brenda was said just alike hello kitty head . awww ~ my cloth are pink , dats why .. why she say me like hello kitty. at there till 5 somethin . i need go shopping at suria but brenda cant acc me cuz she need tuition at night , hmm its ok and i sent her back home quickly .. after send her , i go suria shopping alone , no acc me .. aiks sad :( i went to cotton on. hahaha i buy cloth and shoe at there. after tat , i shop gain and i find my friend , kelly. she was at suria .. after tat im very tired . so , i call my dad and fetch me.. after 30 minute my dad was pick me and sent me home. on the way home , my dad was ask me your birthday on thurs, so u wan how celebrate . he ask me so.. then i say u give me money , and i decided celebrate at upperstar wit my close friend only . weee ! omg , waiting the day come, just left 4 days :)  i reach my house 9 somethin dy . after tat , i bath .. suddenly call from friend say out go uptoyou , yamcha with alexandra too. when we went damai , very jam at there. yamcha then back home lur..

saturday , in the morning we go mcdonald apiapi there eat breakfast .. its around 10 sometin.. after eat , we discuss for going pulau manukan .. hahaha.. after discuss , around 11 somethin , we went to jesselton point and buy ticket . after reach there , we started to swim . wow , in the water while we swim .. we can saw many type of fish were swimming. hahaha . we play games . we play banana boat :) its was bad memories on tat games. since we safety back kk , dun think bout it. thanks god and say amen :) wo zhi ran bu hui hei after going the pulau hahahaha because had sunblock.
 in night , we went suria sabah watch movie wit aann and 2 friends . hahaha after the movie we went mcdonald gain -.-
sorry if u feel we very 38 . i knoe its non of our bussiness. we had discuss before tell her. should we supposed to tell ? well lastly we choose to tell her , because she is our best friend. and because her past tense get hurt from her ex gain and gain . so we dunwan she get hurt anymore. cry anymore -.-
tomorrow , i need back to snips gain for practise catwalk :( argghh.. i was nervous just left 6 more days the show are coming.. huhuhhu ~ omg , bless and wish me good luck arrgghhh !!

take 1 :)

take 2 :)

220911

today finish school , i went snips wit brenda..  we went there because we need measure our body to do a cloth for the show.. hahaaha aww , measure dy .. suddenly sydnie and her friend come to snips , thy came juz cut their hair..  well , stay thr till 4pm .. then i go segama find cloth do my cloth for the show .. we just walk around and find.. pheww it was tired :P and then , buy those accessories.. walk and walk.. after buying , we go center for buying a new heels.. reach there , we shopping around.. find a shoes.. finally , we went red modino .. i bought a heels rm 90.. wow -.- today i waste my money at heels gain .. quite nice .. and then we sit on a food court , chat chat and gossip gossip .. she very friendly i like it :) being her friend and model also is my pleasure.. 8o'clock night , i went home.. well i was think next target for my shopping at..? hahaha it will be go COTTON ON ! wait me :) ! i shouldn't control myself shopping.. cuz i less shopping and buy things .. hahaha ! start from today, im practising catwalk wit my new heels.. very LOL -.- well , i was thinking now, where will gonna celebrate my birthday , 6 oct , it coming soon !!! think , think , think... aiks i found tat im gonna sick soon :(

izzit nice ? haaha im happy having dis heels.. buy at red modino :P

update :)

is long time din update my blog dy , haha .. last saturday , morning suddenly shin call me acc him eat , then we go upperstar :) after tat , we go suria sabah watch movie.. watch johnny english .. aww nice movie..at night , i went chocolate factory wit friends.. and i saw him.. haha i feel so funny tat time , after that , we had second round.. the bed .. hahaha if comparing i feel  the bed more fun .. wow , hahaha crazy clubbing.. i was at there till 2 am.. after tat i went home , my leg was cramp and my head got abit dizzy .. reach home i bath dy then sleep .. im still exam but still can clubbing , horhor.. oh no , cant like dis.. i must study hard !  


monday in the morning , i having exam english .. and i trying do as can as i do.. i done my essay , i count .. i had 500 ++ words.. and i shock omg !! at afternoon , i accompany brenda and esther go snips.. actually i have no choice , they force me to go so i join them :( when we reach snips , suddenly those student who was study at there, invite me to be model for their show on 8 oct.. it just a normal show.. but i was shock , and think am i enough tall ?? hahaha.. and then , they brought me and brenda to meet their teacher  to ask am i and brenda are pass for be model ?? i went inside the room , the teacher is girl and  look at her face and eyes i feel she fierce .. few minutes later , the teacher was thinking and said " ok , approve " , i was " ha " approve?i was asking myself why will approve.. in the end, because of brenda support and i join it.. i was thinking , am i busy? i don't think so for dis week.. hahaha i stay thr till 4 and then kan send me back home :D in the night , i told my parents i gonna be model on 8oct , have show.. they give some advice and approve let me be.. woo 0.o .. it will be my first experience in my life ..  weee hahahahaha !

我们还有可能吗？

me and friend , cindy .. location at the bed :)

new kimberly :D

07092011

well.. my life just alike normal.. hee.. today at school , our class had take photoshoot for convo..everyone make up..  everyone had beautiful eyes.. wow.. !! and i just simple.. eyeliner , mascara , lip gloss and eyeshadow wit lightly.. when my turn to take pic , everyone look at me and i was shy :S we have to free style.. aww ~ hahaha smiling and stand straight , huhh ~ it quite tired.. and i can feel the photoshoot feeling , it really tired for smile only .. only just a few minute my mouth was cramp bcuz of smile nicely.. when the photographer say " free style " hahaha my mind was blank .. after tat , all of us back classes and i remove my make up. hee ~ finish school ler , brenda follow me back home.. suddenly we thinking wat should we wear for convo on oct soon..  me and brenda have same idea , wear baju kebaya .. wow.. at night i thinking i prefer cheongsam hahaha ! chinese traditional.. hmm how? keep thinking wat should wear? shoe? well i gonna buy new high heels soon for convo wow !! .. so have to arrange my time when i can go shopping wit my babe , brenda :D cuz next week is MY TRIAL SPM ..ohmygotch ~ having 2 weeks for my trial !! oh no , hmm and im started study dy, weee ... i know im good girl.. wahahaha !! well i need to go shopping dy buy high heels and brenda need buy baju kebaya.. okok , gonna arrange my time right now.. cuz only left few days dy.. scare no time :( i feel my time right now is very precious time , hee :)

photo sharing 

me an brenda :)

at my house , chat and play..

me.. xD

i was wearing cheongsam :P

first in my life wear cheongsam , 

am i gonna wear like dis for convo? hmm thinking..