sat , we were going to lim's house having his farewell party. heee. b4 tat , we go center gai gai. acc my friend go buy shoe and then we go frenz yamcha. night just go lim house. hahaha :D well. on the way go lim house. we together go thr. wit 3 cars and double signal. wuhuu alike jie xing niang. funny ~ reach there , meet aann who was just back from labuan. my babeee. yii ~ she saiy buy choc for me. but because too rush dy then din buy dao. its ok nvm. hahaha :D im happy saw u yesterday cuz i kinda miss you . weee. then we mom mom bbq wit xiao hui , soon , and also gary . hahaha . quite fun even though tat day i din go clubbing but i can drunk on tat day. cuz lim guan zui wo many cups. after drink , my face all red and also my body. wow. everyone look at me was shock. hahaha too red alr me.

yiii ~ wo drunk dy. feel wanna vomit. then kan acc me all the time. we talk xin shi and i cry. i was thinking past memories. T_T fine , shi wo xiang tai duo dy. hen lei ~ cry bu jiu then back home le. reach home and i sleep dy. yesterday , actually wan go swimming , because him , monday wan left kk dy. then acc him lue. eat dy then go amp square sing k. hahaha quite fun. sing dao 6 pm then back home ler. :D

at lim house , farewell party :P

huhh ~ see my red face :)

wit khan khan ~

wit pei pei ~

11082011

sorry for din update my blog. dis few days quite busy for my excel :(
keep studying and outting. heee .
he came back dy since sunday :) awww i tot i was very happy .
actually not. everyday also quarrel . sad and i feel so tired.
yea , not ur fault is my fault ~ always blame u , stress ~
对不起我做不到最好的女朋友但我真的爱你 ，
累了也不要分手。因为我真的去珍惜着感情。
你来这里但我没有陪到你 反而每天都吵架
海 ， 我觉得我很没用 算了吧~
是我想太多吗？aduii ~
u come here only one week. even though one week ,
but i appreciate every second wit you. heee :)
many happen dis few days. i dunno izzit dis month i very unlucky or wat.
fine . dun emo dy . juz enjoy mylife,
hahaha next topic , pheww ~
i was blank it my exam paper history. omg ~
i din even understand wat was i read , when memorise my mind was blank .
oh no ~ huhuu .

to you [ my man gor gor ] ,
dun sad and not your fault. dun keep blame yourself. you care us because u dunwan we been harm and because u take care us :) ni shi wei wo men hao. the wrong is she not you. why she wan choose to lie us? but she dunwan say the truth to us. not your wrong. u think you wrong the reason because u too care her??.  its a nonsense. just be yourself. nothing are impossible. give yourself time aand reflect. wat we say to her is enough. she wan to hear or not , is herself. she change to how? also is herself. in the future , she will knoe she choose or did like tat izzit correct or wrong. because she notyet fan xing now. still dunno how to think. dun care her anymore. let her be. her life is her choose one. her future is on her hand. see her knoe how to choose the way or not. sorry to say tat.

share my few photo ~ dis few days out din make up , just be natural :)

ghost month.

going update my blog. it seems my blog like already die :( well ntg happen dis few days. my life still goes on. yesterday i was out , i reach home then bath. waiting brenda come and fetch me. she bring her rabbit go to vet. cuz her rabbit was sick alike wanna die. awww ~ after tat, we go ying house . reach there , we at her room talk talk and play wit hamster. hahaha ! i started feel ying house have many type of animal at her house. loL~ well. stay there till 9 somethin. then not longer my parents fetch me on 10. after tat , we go mom mom at foh sang thr wit some friend from church. eat till ten something then go home.

home sweet home :D weeee ~ the main door was open but the gate was close. suddenly i feel boring then i watch tv lue. suddenly , at outside house the dog was barking. then , i started feel scary and weird. what was happen? and i think , i found tat dis month is ghost month .wakao ~ started feel scare dy . yii ~ after tat , i close all the door and window. hee straight away went to my room and sleep. wuuu ~ well. i have to becareful dis month. scary man !! hahaha !

awwww ~ it was very cute hamster, love it :D

hahaha too naughty dy, the hamster name called zai zai.

wuhuuu , cute name hahaha and i keep bully the hamster :P

kelian the rabbit , sick till cant move on. 

nice rabbit i ever seen :P

hahaha ~ too boring dy today. so i keep ss -.-""

dis pic i like. look alike ghost maa? hahaha ~

its my profile pic. weeee !

GHOST DAY , wuuuuuu ~!!!

friends :(

这几天我很开心更你们这朋友出  但我不知道你们真的是开心和我出还是伤心。我每次跟我自己说别想太多但我真的做不到。我也很伤心如果你们也很伤心，你们知道吗？你们伤心的时候我会在想怎样要去哄你们开心呢？你以为我很开心如果你不开心吗。我也很伤心啊。aiksss 我开始觉得全都开始改变着。我们的朋友感情变弯了吗？有时候每次想到都会伤心都会哭。我家人说 “ 朋友真的不能长久 有一天你们会离开，我真的开始觉得了 漫漫的离开  :(  ” 我家人和我说我真的不相信我也要证明给他们看 他们的想法是错的。最后 ，我自己也开始觉得不可能我能证明给他们看了 T_T 因为他们说的话都是真的。 还是我不懂什么是 “ 朋友 ” 的意识呢？还是我对你们不够好？很累 ~ 真的是很累~ 每天我在想为什么？为什么？为什么？我很累每次想但还是找不到答案。我们可以回到以前的我们吗？我真希望~ 我不想要我们的朋友感情就将漫漫的离开 。我们回到原点吧。我不是在怪你们不好 是我觉得我做到不够好 对不起~ T_T

our friendship can stay longer??

 let me alone sad and cry . 

no one knoe my tears are drop how many times.

sorry .

说真的我真不知道我要的是什么 在想的是什么？我真的不知道。我也不想伤害你的心。我的朋友说 ，你是个好男人要好好的去珍惜你。我知道我也相信 但我心就是还没有开始要接受爱。我不知道为什么会怎样？原谅我如果有一天我离开了你 :(  是因为我不会珍惜你而不是你的错 是我的错 T_T 不要伤心因为你可以遭到更好的女子。对不起。 是不是因为我的过去 而是我还没有去放弃呢？我不知道。我现在想的是我要单身 我不想要在想的那么远  只要我玩的开开心心每一天就好了。我不是说和你在一起不够好还是不开心  而是出现在我自己 。

yesterday , we go jin jin seafood restaurant thr mom mom. then thy said wan go ecity play dota. then go join lue. thy play till 3am and we sampat and gossip thr till 3am. wow ~ pro :) and we take ler some pic :D after tat 3 am, i back dy . too tired. reach home i direct sleep .

one of so many pic we take at e city. 

i wit aann ~ hee :D

sunday , my cousin was back from other country, well early morning go church :P after tat , we go Venetian eat lunch . many ppl around the table. kinda feel weird. well nvm , one of my friend say , suddenly eat at high class place. u also have to care ur attitude lea. hee i just laugh at him and say yea lue. its true . i whole day juz keep silent and din talk so much . lol ~ after eat , then gai gai lue. buy a lot things. hee quite enjoy :) after tat , we go home. and feel tired. some cousin friend go our home too. talk and chat chat. suddenly they was learning make up from my aunty. ok ! irs fun time. weee. i really feel boring then , i help one of my cousin friend make up. hahaha :D after make up , he really look alike a korean guy . handsome. yii ~ he keep ngam and complaining while i was help him make up , more he ngam more i make up his face more tebal. he very fan de o. complain only. hee. at night , we going seafood restaurant eat. wahahaha delicious especially crab. eat dy , then back home dy. having fun and enjoy the whole day wit my family. 

你迷人的眼神,俘虏了我的心 , 我想没有什么东西比这更致命 . 我努力想结束这段迷失的感情 可我发现没有勇气和你说再见 , 难到注定爱上你最后伤的是自己 . 难道注定这一切将是回忆 , 你的心不属于我为何和我在一起. 是不是因为寂寞和空虚?? 如果我得到你的人却得不到你的心 就算得到全世界也不开心 . 我想问一问你能否爱我一次 ? 遗憾我并不是你唯一 . 如果我失去这一切能换来你的真心 , 就算失去全世界也不伤心 . 我以为人一起心就会在一起 , 可怜我还一直为你钟情.

hahaha done by me :)

nice song. FICTION ~

today 16052011

today. i juz went out wit them. hee. quite fun :))  3 something , they fetch me. then we go suria meet up wit some friend. woohoo ~ after tat , we decided go beach but raining . sad . well nvm , everybody was hungry tat time. then we go bao jian tang eat lur. hahaha reach there dy , we talk while waiting food.  suddenly gary said ,  my face look alike sydnie , and then i stunt . ha? look alike. i dun feel so ~ hahaha. funny laa them. so take some pic wit sydnie . eat and talk talk. juz alike 38 po and 38 lao. :D then , eat finish dy , we go classic. i play pool wit darling kan yin hui. wow enjoy my life. and i win dy. many times. hahaha stupid kan -.- "" after tat , we go warisan square watch ppl korean dance for competition. hahaha standing there juz alike whole day. my leg was cramp -.-"" feeling tired. after eat then back lur. hahahaha enjoying wit friend <3

wit pretty sydnie :)

wit babee aann . 

wit solao gorgor :P

its me :P ~

today i din out wit them. cuz outting wit family shopping. my cousin back from other country. and buy some cloth :D well ~ whole day acc my family. hahaha juz feel tired. when reach home . i laying on bed and be pig. because a phone ringing and i wake up . shit u phone ! -.- "" forget silent. ish ~ nevermindd. hmm .  

dis few day i starting to study dy. sometimes only i masuk otak. sometimes no. omg ! if i not start to study. my SPM sure fail. hahaha :D cant be ~ trying to focus on my study dy. hee ~ no more playing dy. know how to enjoy also must know how to study smart. dont you ?

we should have a study habits to be a successful student .

• If you try to do too much studying at one time, you will tire and your studying will not be very effective. Space the work you have to do over shorter periods of time. Taking short breaks will restore your mental energy
• Study time is any time you are doing something related to schoolwork. It can be completing assigned reading, working on a paper or project, or studying for a test. Schedule specific times throughout the week for your study time.
• Studying at the same times each day establishes a routine that becomes a regular part of your life, just like sleeping and eating. When a scheduled study time comes up during the day, you will be mentally prepared to begin studying
• You may delay starting your studying because you don't like an assignment or think it is too hard. A delay in studying is called "procrastination." If you procrastinate for any reason, you will find it difficult to get everything done when you need to. You may rush to make up the time you wasted getting started, resulting in careless work and errors
• Two study problems can occur if your friends call you during your study times. First, your work is interrupted. It is not that easy to get back to what you were doing. Second, your friends may talk about things that will distract you from what you need to do. Here's a simple idea - turn off your cell phone during your study times.

study smart ! nothing are difficult. if you never try u wont know. study for our future. :)) i trying to learn it. everybody wan be a successful person. dont you? so fight for our future. hahaha ! SPM only just lest how many days. coming soon. !!! start to study before u regret. GOOD LUCK !