friends :(

这几天我很开心更你们这朋友出  但我不知道你们真的是开心和我出还是伤心。我每次跟我自己说别想太多但我真的做不到。我也很伤心如果你们也很伤心，你们知道吗？你们伤心的时候我会在想怎样要去哄你们开心呢？你以为我很开心如果你不开心吗。我也很伤心啊。aiksss 我开始觉得全都开始改变着。我们的朋友感情变弯了吗？有时候每次想到都会伤心都会哭。我家人说 “ 朋友真的不能长久 有一天你们会离开，我真的开始觉得了 漫漫的离开  :(  ” 我家人和我说我真的不相信我也要证明给他们看 他们的想法是错的。最后 ，我自己也开始觉得不可能我能证明给他们看了 T_T 因为他们说的话都是真的。 还是我不懂什么是 “ 朋友 ” 的意识呢？还是我对你们不够好？很累 ~ 真的是很累~ 每天我在想为什么？为什么？为什么？我很累每次想但还是找不到答案。我们可以回到以前的我们吗？我真希望~ 我不想要我们的朋友感情就将漫漫的离开 。我们回到原点吧。我不是在怪你们不好 是我觉得我做到不够好 对不起~ T_T

our friendship can stay longer??

 let me alone sad and cry . 

no one knoe my tears are drop how many times.

sorry .

说真的我真不知道我要的是什么 在想的是什么？我真的不知道。我也不想伤害你的心。我的朋友说 ，你是个好男人要好好的去珍惜你。我知道我也相信 但我心就是还没有开始要接受爱。我不知道为什么会怎样？原谅我如果有一天我离开了你 :(  是因为我不会珍惜你而不是你的错 是我的错 T_T 不要伤心因为你可以遭到更好的女子。对不起。 是不是因为我的过去 而是我还没有去放弃呢？我不知道。我现在想的是我要单身 我不想要在想的那么远  只要我玩的开开心心每一天就好了。我不是说和你在一起不够好还是不开心  而是出现在我自己 。

yesterday , we go jin jin seafood restaurant thr mom mom. then thy said wan go ecity play dota. then go join lue. thy play till 3am and we sampat and gossip thr till 3am. wow ~ pro :) and we take ler some pic :D after tat 3 am, i back dy . too tired. reach home i direct sleep .

one of so many pic we take at e city. 

i wit aann ~ hee :D

sunday , my cousin was back from other country, well early morning go church :P after tat , we go Venetian eat lunch . many ppl around the table. kinda feel weird. well nvm , one of my friend say , suddenly eat at high class place. u also have to care ur attitude lea. hee i just laugh at him and say yea lue. its true . i whole day juz keep silent and din talk so much . lol ~ after eat , then gai gai lue. buy a lot things. hee quite enjoy :) after tat , we go home. and feel tired. some cousin friend go our home too. talk and chat chat. suddenly they was learning make up from my aunty. ok ! irs fun time. weee. i really feel boring then , i help one of my cousin friend make up. hahaha :D after make up , he really look alike a korean guy . handsome. yii ~ he keep ngam and complaining while i was help him make up , more he ngam more i make up his face more tebal. he very fan de o. complain only. hee. at night , we going seafood restaurant eat. wahahaha delicious especially crab. eat dy , then back home dy. having fun and enjoy the whole day wit my family. 

你迷人的眼神,俘虏了我的心 , 我想没有什么东西比这更致命 . 我努力想结束这段迷失的感情 可我发现没有勇气和你说再见 , 难到注定爱上你最后伤的是自己 . 难道注定这一切将是回忆 , 你的心不属于我为何和我在一起. 是不是因为寂寞和空虚?? 如果我得到你的人却得不到你的心 就算得到全世界也不开心 . 我想问一问你能否爱我一次 ? 遗憾我并不是你唯一 . 如果我失去这一切能换来你的真心 , 就算失去全世界也不伤心 . 我以为人一起心就会在一起 , 可怜我还一直为你钟情.

hahaha done by me :)

nice song. FICTION ~

today 16052011

today. i juz went out wit them. hee. quite fun :))  3 something , they fetch me. then we go suria meet up wit some friend. woohoo ~ after tat , we decided go beach but raining . sad . well nvm , everybody was hungry tat time. then we go bao jian tang eat lur. hahaha reach there dy , we talk while waiting food.  suddenly gary said ,  my face look alike sydnie , and then i stunt . ha? look alike. i dun feel so ~ hahaha. funny laa them. so take some pic wit sydnie . eat and talk talk. juz alike 38 po and 38 lao. :D then , eat finish dy , we go classic. i play pool wit darling kan yin hui. wow enjoy my life. and i win dy. many times. hahaha stupid kan -.- "" after tat , we go warisan square watch ppl korean dance for competition. hahaha standing there juz alike whole day. my leg was cramp -.-"" feeling tired. after eat then back lur. hahahaha enjoying wit friend <3

wit pretty sydnie :)

wit babee aann . 

wit solao gorgor :P

its me :P ~

today i din out wit them. cuz outting wit family shopping. my cousin back from other country. and buy some cloth :D well ~ whole day acc my family. hahaha juz feel tired. when reach home . i laying on bed and be pig. because a phone ringing and i wake up . shit u phone ! -.- "" forget silent. ish ~ nevermindd. hmm .  

dis few day i starting to study dy. sometimes only i masuk otak. sometimes no. omg ! if i not start to study. my SPM sure fail. hahaha :D cant be ~ trying to focus on my study dy. hee ~ no more playing dy. know how to enjoy also must know how to study smart. dont you ?

we should have a study habits to be a successful student .

• If you try to do too much studying at one time, you will tire and your studying will not be very effective. Space the work you have to do over shorter periods of time. Taking short breaks will restore your mental energy
• Study time is any time you are doing something related to schoolwork. It can be completing assigned reading, working on a paper or project, or studying for a test. Schedule specific times throughout the week for your study time.
• Studying at the same times each day establishes a routine that becomes a regular part of your life, just like sleeping and eating. When a scheduled study time comes up during the day, you will be mentally prepared to begin studying
• You may delay starting your studying because you don't like an assignment or think it is too hard. A delay in studying is called "procrastination." If you procrastinate for any reason, you will find it difficult to get everything done when you need to. You may rush to make up the time you wasted getting started, resulting in careless work and errors
• Two study problems can occur if your friends call you during your study times. First, your work is interrupted. It is not that easy to get back to what you were doing. Second, your friends may talk about things that will distract you from what you need to do. Here's a simple idea - turn off your cell phone during your study times.

study smart ! nothing are difficult. if you never try u wont know. study for our future. :)) i trying to learn it. everybody wan be a successful person. dont you? so fight for our future. hahaha ! SPM only just lest how many days. coming soon. !!! start to study before u regret. GOOD LUCK !

today i go suria wit my babe sharu - brenda  , her bf and her bf's friend. hahaha i feel weird. :D but enjoy also laa. hee. after school , i go home brenda follow too. then we wait till 2pm. cuz the movie start at 3pm. we reach suria almost 2.15 pm. then we go 8th floor and buy ticket for the movie. we watch harry potter. wee ! nice movie. sayang i din watch part 1. yii ~ got abit dunno about the story in front part :(  hahahha. before go watch the movie. i feel hungry. and baby sharu too. i ask them wanna eat wat? one of them said eat SUSHI TEI. omg ! gain ? then i said i dunwan. till we walk to the basement . decided to eat pizza hut. hahaha left 30minutes to eat. oh no , not enough time i guess. hahaha its true not enough time to eat. and we late 10 minute to enter the hall cinema .. T_T ngek ngek. i watching the movie. and i feel excited. dunno why. but its nice movie. din regret to watch it. LOL ~ then after finish watch movie. its time to go home. :D well siting at the beach and waiting car come. but , wait till nai fan. then we walk walk walk till the place full of drawing . huh wow nice drawing and take some pic dy :) hahaha enjoy today wit them. thanks alot ~

well , since i accept your apologise , i tot u are changing from tat day. i found tat u are so fake . -.- "" i dunno why. i just feel it. i tot you are really change. but actually u din't. i try to think the good way tat u treat us. but u let us think your bad wayy. i just feel when you're boring you just will find us out and talk. if u no boring you wont find us. can i ask you ? DIS CALL FRIEND ?? hmmm stop treat us like tat. ok? we also had feeling. yea very exactly. got ppll told me b4 u is like tat. i not saying you. but i want wake you up. u never appreciate how we treat you.  please. i really feel fade up on you. please change urself :( sorry if i say u so ~ but i just wanna express my feeling at my blog. sometimes u good , sometimes u bad. i really dunno which is you. i really DUNNO ! i getting more know you getting more blur and i duno which one is u -.- . biao mian shang hen kai xin but in heart i just wondering wat you say to us are true? wat you treat us are true also? i dunno , i just can wondering it. i knoe no ppl never did wrong. but they will learn mistake. i also ever did wrong but i had learn my mistake and i changing it . but you ? i really dunno wat you wan and wat you thinking. once gain soryy :( i just hope you are changing. and i wan b4 de you. not now. please appreciate yourself. 

sitting at the beach :P

hahaha dis the place we walk walk till there. 

nice drawing at the wall >.< !

huhh ~

我回来了~

很久没有 update 我的博客了，

不知道为什么我的 line 最精不好，

有问题 已经一个星期了 .

有好的事情也有不好的事情 ，

但已经过去了 我也开始的新生活，

开开心心的跟朋友出去玩 :)

突然我家人要买 ipad ，

哈哈 很突然噢 不理啦~

那天我和朋友去看 MONTE CARLO

我觉得 SELENA GOMEZ 很美还有很 cool ，

哈哈哈那电影是有一点闷  好看下的 ，

着星期四 噢和朋友看 harry potter ，

我的同学叫我是 movie queen ，

哈哈因为没次有新的电影那一天    我就回去看那天

我觉得好笑 !

我想了 考完 SPM 我会继续读书

我有目标了 weeee !!

未来我一定会成功的 我要做个女强人 !! 哈哈哈哈哈哈 ~


我会好好珍惜的 ，相信我 ！

dis thurs i gonna WATCH dis ~ MUST !! :D

the actor , actress from harry potter movie ...

MONTE CARLO !!! ~

SELENA GOMEZ in monte carlo movie ,

when she acting cool ~ wow pretty !

like her in the movie only laa. cuz she acting cool are pretty...

lastly , my pic appear . hahaha take at classic on sunday :)

using iphone take ~

04072011

long time din update ler , hee welcome my blog !
yea , many happen dis few days. 
sat , we out wit sdynie and pei pei. :D
we go cyber play sdo all of us girl. but all guy them play dota !
heee. i feel so funny o. and then we go frenz yamcha.
after tat , 8 somethin. we go funfair play.
me , kan , sydnie and peipei only. all guys go yimjiu :)
lastly , gabbie join us :) many ppl was there.
we play tat tagada many times ler. almost ten times, i feel we so sot dy.
play till my hand and body also pain. cuz tun dao hen lihai -.-
but its fun . then we play till eleven somethin. almost 12.
and we din go clubbing on tat day. i feel so weird. din go clubbing.
after funfair , back my sweet home. yea , its fun :D out wit them.




我们分了 ，
很对不起如果伤了你的心，
我觉得我们之间真的有问题 ，
你也觉得是有问题 ，
所以我们选择分了 ..
分了还可以做会朋友 
突然我的朋友觉得我伤心 但我告诉他们我没有伤心
其实我真的伤心 
但我伤心的是 因为
我想回了我和我的以前的男朋友和我 分手的时刻
让我想回了他 开始伤心了 ~
我答应了自己 不可以为男子而流泪 ~
很对不起 我们选了这选择 可能是对的
我尊重你的选择  你也是 ~
谢谢你 和我在一起 你让了我很多次 我也过分的伤害了你
所以你觉得很累 ~ 是我的错没有好好珍惜你 ;(
我只会说对不起 但我没了解你的感受 ，
所有是我的错 .. 
从现在开始 ，我们只是一个过去的 
所有只是回忆 ~ 希望你和未来的女朋友过的开开心心
我会祝福你们 ~ 谢谢你的爱 :(

I ALWAYS CHEERS WHENEVER ITS HAPPEN ON ME , 
BEAUSE MY LIFE STILL GOES ON. 
NO MATTER WAT , HAVE MANY GUYS I CAN FOUND IT.
FORGET PASS AND LOOK FORWARD :D ~